1. |
I Hate Everything
01:28
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I've given up
Cos I'm sick of trying to do my best
I just want to live
But the doctor me I'm depressed
Now It's 6am, I’ve not slept in days
So tired but there’s no stopping my brain
Try again but it's all just the same
So I toss and turn until I go insane
Cos I’ve Ran out of luck, food and tobacco
I don't get paid for another two weeks
Life's so boring and hard to tackle
Something to say but I don’t speak
Always anti this always anti that
Always been a bit of a fucking twat
Now I’m getting older, where's the fun in that?
I’m not popular but at least I'm not that fat, anymore
I just hate everything like you
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2. |
I Used To Be Cool
01:17
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When I got in the other day
I noticed something wrong with me
I looked around and couldn’t think
Whitey in the sink
Wishing I was in the know
Should’ve listened not to go
Paying for ma night right now
Praying that ma brain slows down
I said I wouldn’t but I did
And I fuckin liked it till I thought that I was dead
Trapped there in my head
All my happiness disappeared in front of me
I began to fuck with me
Think that I should try sobriety
I still drink tho
I just want to enjoy myself
Without feeling too sober
So I get drunk
And I smoke a joint
Maybe 17
I’m just relaxing with some THC
I know you’ll never stop
I’m on the same boat too
But I don’t want to kill myself
Maybe you do
I used to be cool just like you
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3. |
Safety
01:56
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Programmed to hold it in
I can’t tell anyone
Hanging on has been so hard ever since I came undone
Fists are tight, I walk and tell myself that I’m alright
But I’m screaming in my head “I think I’m done”
It’s been said that people worry so I just shut them out
I can’t adhere to my own advice
No one else is ruining my life
Someone told me years ago about a place for losers and I’ll go if I want to live like this
So I guess I’ll have to go cos I live like this
My safety ends with me
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4. |
When You're Gone
02:09
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You’re irrelevant cos I’m alone and living on my own
I’ve found a place inside my head I know I can call home
And it’s one person at a time now
So go away
So away you go
And I just sit here in awe
When you’re gone
So go away
So away you go
So I can sit here in awe
when you’re gone
I know it’s been a while
Since you last tried to invade
But since I’ve fortified
You haven’t tried
And I do respect the space but
I can’t help but feel you watch me
When you go away, the memory of you can’t stay with me
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5. |
What Else Can I Say?
02:16
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Decompose all day
23 and wasting away
Am pretty sure I tried
But ma motivation died
What Else Can I Say?
Ma brain function
Seems to be depleting
And I’m so defeated
I hope tomorrow doesn’t come
I’m feeling sorry for myself
I keep avoiding getting help
Nobody by my side
Everybody’s getting wide
So I’ll take myself somewhere else
I’ve stopped praying for the day
I’ll get up and walk away,
Sort my head so every aspect of ma life can be in tune
What else can I do?
And what else Can I Say?
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6. |
1A
02:39
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We were standing at the bus stops in Clydebank
You were crying in my arms
We were breaking up
But I meant you no harm
Something told me you might understand
But you were wishing on a speeding car to crash into the bus so I couldn’t go too far
You stood and swayed back and forth till I got dizzy
You cried you missed me so I had to walk away
Cos we’re not seventeen
It matters when we make a scene
And I can’t be seen to be this way
I watched your mascara fade away
The words got drowned in all your tears
You began to cry
The saddest I had seen you in 5 years
Didn’t have to stay
But you held onto me because the fear that our love had died was screaming in your ears
Some things just aren’t meant to be
And we’re no exception
So my reaction is justified today
Cos I heard you moved on
And I’m still on my own, so
It’s been a while and I can say
It’s like I never loved you
It’s like you never loved me either
Now I feel sick when we’re together
And I cannae wait
To find someone else
To love and to hate
And the same for yourself
So I can begin to move on without you
Controlling my brain
And driving me insane
As time goes by it gets easier
N I’ve stopped wishing you were here
There one sec then I’m gone
You watched me disappear
N that’s the last you’ll see of me
On the 1A home
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7. |
Megan (I Miss You)
03:27
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7 years now
They say it gets much easier with time
But all I seem to find is it's gets harder every day
I still can't say goodbye
All it does is make me cry
But you're beside me every time I close my eyes
Your long orange hair
Say your skin is pale but I don't care
You're beautiful to me
I’d love to hold your hand
But you’ve set yourself free
And I miss you
I miss you Megan
I'm pretty sure you'd laugh
You'd just think I was daft
Take me in your arms and tell me it's okay
But I still tear up each night
And there's no point in trying to fight it
I miss you more and more each day
You'll never go away
Keep you in my heart and that's where you can stay
Call me stupid, call me anything
But you still give me reason to sing
That’ll never change
I miss you
I miss you Megan
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Bad Year Glasgow, UK
3 Piece Punk band from Glasgow, Scotland.
EP out in JULY
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